Hate the probation period!

Still left 4 more months to end this proation period
But i seem to start getting scared of the result
Things doesnt seem to be good
Or am i too sensitive?
StaRted to get stress
Care abt wat colleague say
Are they talking abt me?
Am i slow?
Did i trouble them?
Why i took such a long time to learn?
By now i supposed to be the incharge
Why till now i am not?
Whenever i go to work i am scared
Wat should i do?
Have been telling myself dont think so much
But now my tears is rolling down
Wanna talk to someone
But who can i approach?
Dont wan papa to worry
If talk to keegan it also doesnt seem to help much ba
Hiaz..

Tml uncle is going for his spinal operation le
All of us is worried
Soya bean stall business who is going to help?
Who is going to look after uncle when he come home?
I got so many why,who,how..
Head pain ah..headache headache

First Friend who got married!

Has been helping veron as her sister for 2 days le
Its my first experience as sister
Its veri fun
Somemore got handsome brother’s to see..lol
On sat i got up veri early
Took a cab down to veron house with jennifer
Reach her house saw the most beautiful veron
She really look so lovely

Went to adrian house than back to her house again
Raining..so everything seem to be cock up
Somemore got extra car last min from adrian frene
So everything like veri messy
The journey to adrian house from veron house is realli damn long
From Tampines to bukit Punjung lor
Anyway the journey still quite fun ah
Listen to those brothers talking rubbish

Hmm..and the dinner ytd i got to see most of my classmate
The feeling is realli good
My poly mentor Gwendolyn is also there lo
Everyone had been chatting abt our job in hospital
Comparing hospital..lolx
Last of all we r all there to give veron our blessing
Although the whole wedding is not realli well organise
BuT Happi marriage!!
All of us are happi for u!!